[She's rubbing at her face with a soft huff, she hadn't really realized what she'd done at this point. She's too busy panicking a little over the possibility of this going absolutely south and her ending up in a position she is not remotely keen on.]

I... I guess if you want to ask, then go for it? I just... I don't know, like I said, on thin ice and I don't... want to lose the ability to go somewhere. [To be able to see her mom, that is.

That's what it comes down to, she doesn't care what they do to her, but she doesn't want her mom to be hurt or suffer because she fucked up.]