There's a lot of things the history books like to leave out, mate.

[He shakes his head.]

It's not an odd thing to feel. I'd be surprised if everyone who'd died on that ship had come out feeling just fine and peachy, after everything. [He lets out a breath.] You're not a fool to claim it. You're just describing what you feel.

[There's a beat. Then, dryly:]

I got drunk about it. We all did. Not a lot of drinkable water sometimes but plenty of rum.