I dare say I think you should be more than able, [Jonathan answers. And though it is so immediate, so quick, it does not seem as if his words have no weight. It feels, somehow, as if perhaps he could be right- such is the confidence that Jonathan has in them.] It is natural, to miss what was pleasant about one's former being; and equally so to desire not to lose what one has now. I suspect a large part of life is in fact a constant endeavor to harmonize the two! [he laughs kindly.]

...I do wish though, that I could answer how to recover such a thing whilst doing so.